I am the ultimate Free Spirit. I have been my whole life. Early in my childhood I questioned society and wondered why we all played by the same boring rules. I was a rebel and an antagonist early on pushing societal boundaries. Slowly but eventually, I tried being normal. A normal job, a normal life, a normal attitude. It was good for me but soon it affected my happiness and my greater sense of independance and autonomy. I knew there had to be more to life! Working my way through single parent hood and graduate school onto a professional licensure I realized I was going to suffocate if I kept living by the constructs and "do's and don'ts" of society!
Having professional credentials is wonderful in a society that deems normalcy above independance and creativity, but I realized it just was not for me. It is a much safer and secure way of living for sure, but as the ultimate free spirit, I took flight and have been studying the human condition my whole life, the way I have chosen to do so. With this said, I have finally peaked at a place where I am very confident in my work and my role as a healer.
My Lifetime dream was to live in Hawaii. However, being of the lower socio economic status and with a small worldview, this dream felt far beyond me. How would I ever live the life I knew I needed to become more of me? Risk, that's how! Risking my licensure (giving it up actually), risking my home, risking my finances, and, risking the American dream! I jumped and the universe supported me in everway! Tantra was introduced to me and I realized it was the path to freedom. Freedom in my identity, freedom in sensuality and freedom in my femininity. The internet and the freedom we enjoyed in the latter 2000's made it simple to advertise and travel, to move, to fly, to soar and to live my dream in Hawaii. I worked as a Tantric Dakini paving a way to my financial and sexual freedom!
I met many people from all walks of life. People from higher socioeconomic backgrounds and classes for that matter. I met Dr. Wayne Dyer, personally, for those who have followed his teachings. He was one of my first teachers on my spiritual quest early in the 1980's. On Maui, I met Ram Dass, Marriane Williamson, Oprah Winfrey, Krishna Das and many more who have impacted my life becoming more of a Spiritual being that I longed to be and more of my authentic, expressive Self!
I worked and I played with a full heart. I learned to follow my bliss without reserve. I gained a sense of trust in the universe and an understanding of the laws of attraction. I danced with some of the most amazing souls on Maui. I grew more than I imagined myself ever being able to do so. Risking everything I had worked so hard to acquire and to do what I felt was in my Souls destiny to do! I gained immense knowledge and understanding into the human condition. Mine, as well as, others.
I learned that not everyone is as open as I am. That many are held so tight, so rigid that the one place of true wealth, which is pleasure, is kept a a very low minimum and kept from many! People do not realize what they are missing.
I tell people I left the 'white' area of life, to work in the 'gray' area of life, so you do not have to dive into the dark areas to find self expression. The dark, low vibration of our sexual nature is a scary place that many get lost in because of self hatred, animosity, trauma, wounding, and unhealed issues. Out of being lost, they turn to pain and torment, rather than pleasure and love! I have gone the mile to discover many ways to hold you in the "light" and love you, regardless of your story. It is my duty as a light worker to create safe place that you can find home within. That place that lives ecstatically within you.
After being the ultimate free spirit and traveling and moving extensively, I have settled in Eureka Springs, Arkansas. I am now working in a more Shamanic way and practicing the use of altering medicines to get even deeper within my psyche, again, to lead others in this way as well, when and if they are ready. I am also changing the way I have practiced my business, normalizing, once again, as a professional to help unleash the fears society has injected to our collective sub-conscious and work to expand humanity through authentic, real and healthy pleasure to enhance freedom for many. It is my mission for you to know the sweetness of the divine, and your Souls true longing, because as each of us heal all aspects of ourselves, we heal the world.
My credentialed experience is procured from many years as a practicing Dakini of the Tantric Arts; A Masters in Somatic Psychology/Dance therapy; Energy Healing certification; a License in psychotherapy & a 200 hr Yoga Teacher training.
My life experiences is from many years as a compassionate human, gleefully expressing myself through my own body and touching others without shame or inhibitions; traveling my own path, following the beat of my own drum, and pushing edges wherever they need to be pushed, so that all of us can grown and become truly who we are!